My birthday is coming. I’m not really excited. Some people do love celebrating their birthday, but me? Em. I don’t think so. I don’t have that kind of enthuasiasm regarding birthday celebration. Mom doesn’t even remember the date. Am I pathetic? Haha. No heart feeling though. I don’t care much. As for me, having my friends wishing me “happy birthday” will do enough to satisfy my heart.
But there’s something I really, really wanna do. During my birthday.
CELEBRATING IT WITH MY LOVED ONE.
I never had the chance. Its either I’m single during my birthday on that current years on maybe my boyfriend at the time was being a super jerk.
Example? Last year, my boyfriend, which is now literally my ExBoyfriend, doesn’t even remember my birthday while I myself hardly try to jog down his birthday date in almost every notebookI had so that I wont forget his memorable date but it seems that he himself forgot mine. Whatever. Past is past. Now I’m having a very loving boyfriend though. Way, way better and awesome than the old one. #noDoubt!
I’m becoming an adult soon. YIKES! Not mentally prepared for that actually. Haha.
So, how will my birthday turn out this year? Will it be the same? Or will it be filled with something cool instead? We’ll see.
Ta Ta For Now J
The fact that I’m taken sometimes worry me much. Can I really give commitment? Can I be loyal? Can I love him with all my heart? Can I be good enough for him? Can I satisfy him? When I got soo many things in my mind. Thats mean I’m being very serious in that particular relationship.
Whatever.
Saiful Farid Amri Bin Amrizal,
Maybe it’s hard to cope with everything about me. Well, the fact that I can’t cook, I’m very clumsy, I’m not smart, I’m not girlie, I don’t even know how to wear make up, I slept a lot and what so ever things you already or might found in me, just believe me when I say that I’ll try to overcome all of it for you, sweetheart. Yeah, it’s for you. J
Saiful Farid Amri, I always wanna try to be the best for you. And I know I’ve failed soo many times and that you always forgive my sillyness and all. But trust me, to please you is everything I wanna do. OMG. *i really good in writing , am I? Haha.
Hey, I mean this okay. Please, please be patient on me. I Love You, Always and Forever Do.
So you’ve been dating your boyfriend for a while and need some excitement? I’m thinking about this too you know. So, i’ve done a little research on the internet. #told you semester holidays were bored *sigh
*Remember ladies*:
The following ideas are to show that you truly care for your man.
1. MAKE HIM DINNER- Call it ‘old fashioned’ but every man loves a home cooked meal – especially when it’s handmade by the woman he loves. If you don’t know how to cook, look online.
Like seriously, banyak gila kowt recipe yang simple but interesting enough for us to make. J - Remember ek: This meal is for HIM. Try to make something that is special to him, or something you know he will like.
**as for me, I myself is not a good cook. Masak nasi pun tak reti. Sorry , sayang. Em. So, to those yang macam saya, prepare your meal as simple as you can. Make sure it is super easy and light, but still boleh buat sayang anda suka. Barulah tak sia-sia usaha tu kan? J
2. PLAN A DAY TIME HIKE/ PICNIC /CYCLING : After a long week of studying, you probably want to spend some time outside with your loved one kan? And by going outside I don’t mean – hitting up the mall to go shopping ok?-( although I always did this ;) ). Spend some quality time with your boyfriend. Take a hike! While on your hike: Take time to appreciate it. Don’t rush to the end of the trail, so that you can get it over with. Enjoy the special time together- this is a great time without other distractions - just you, him, and nature.
3. MAKE A MEANINGFUL CD / PLAYLIST – I know this sounds ‘teeny boopy’ but sometimes it’s good to reconnect with your ‘inner child’.
4. SEND HIM A PICTURE TEXT MESSAGE-No, it doesn’t have to be risque…. it can even be a picture of a restaurant you two enjoy…. it’s always flattering to know that you are on someone’s mind.
I did this once you know. I send him a heart picture with the word ‘I Love You’ in it. Em. Something like that I believe. And he replied me with a text saying ; I Love You Too.
Guess what I replied? Haha.
I texted him saying; No, I love you more. Sebab I hantar MMS. Mahal sikit. Haha.
HAHA. Silly me, huh? LOL
5. TRY TO HANG OUT WITH HIS BUDDIES- Just like you want your friends to like him, he wants his friends to like you. So initiate hanging out with them. This is a great way to win points with his buddies too.
**i don’t really know all his friends but I do know some. I even met a few of them though. it was a bit awkward , but get over it okay. It’s gonna worth it tau.
6. LOOK GOOD FOR HIM – Sometimes, you can always GO ALL OUT right? Remember when you first started dating ?He couldn’t keep his hands off you? Remember when you cared what you looked like around him? Sometimes we let ‘comfort’ turn into ‘laziness’. This happens to me too ok. If you are obviously a lazy person like I am, be careful. Dont let it affects the way you dress. So put in a little effort and WOW him. He’ll appreciate it.
7. BUY / MAKE HIM A RANDOM, PERSONALIZED CARD: There are cards for every occasion. Maybe things are perfect and you want to thank him for loving you. Or maybe he’s been having a tough time at studying or work and you want to let him know that you believe in him. Or maybe you two have been fighting and you want to make amends. What ever the situation is/are, you can find a card for it. Even if you think there isn’t a situation – a card can put a smile on his face. Getting him a meaningful card will show that you are thinking about him. But if you really cannot find any suitable card, don’t worry much. Make it yourself! That way he will appreciate it more. J
8.MAKE HIM A VIDEO – I always wanna do this. I really wanna dedicate him with something very sweet. I have lots in mind but I didnt even start with anything yet. Here are some suggestion. You can play him guitar while singing a very cute, romantic song. Or you can collect all of your pictures being together and compile them in a video. You can publish them in Facebook or to make it private, save it in CD and give him as a present. That is sweet!
9.SIT IN FRONT OF A FIRE TOGETHER- Snuggle up together in front of the fireplace. This is very romantic. Trust me on this. Well yeah, we did this already. In Port Dickson. Haha. If you don't have a fire place, consider buying an electric one, these look realistic, and are still romantic. LOL
10.LISTEN TO HIM TALK- and keep your yapping to yourself. Ever realize the dynamics of your conversations with your boyfriend? If you are anything like me, it’s probably 60% me, 40% boyfriend (or worse). Guys may not like to gossip as much, but they do have the rights to talk. So, sometimes I think we should let him talk- and take it in. Listen to him for once. Maybe, he’ll feel better after he is able to vent about work, friends, money, etc. I don’t know if this helps, it’s just a tip anyway. My sayang called just now and I asked him about this and he said that he’s okay with me blabbering all the way I want and he may not find it bored because he loves to hear me talking about all those craps. Well, that’s my boy. How is yours? Better ask! J
Again, these are just suggestions. The bottom line is – SHOW HIM THAT YOU CARE. If you don’t have a lot of money, don’t worry. It’s not about buying him things, and getting him extravagant gifts. It’s showing him that you care, that you value him as a person, and that you want to make him happy.
Right, Saiful Farid Amri? J
Holidays starting to get bored.
Yesterday I when to some places to find a job, but it was hard - due to my short holidays.
So i wasted my time, writing, thinking and dreaming about silly stuff.
Ah, Athira, always being silly. @_@”
Hey, know what?
i realize that its very cute when a guy worries. :) seriously.
They would go to any length to keep you safe.
They would walk you home even if it’s day time.
They would tell you to text them when you’re home,
They would let you walk on the inside of the sidewalk,
They would never let you walk alone behind them,
They would cover your head when it’s raining,
They would surprised you with something unpredictable,
They would try to do the sweetest thing they might think of eventhough that will hurt their pride,
But seriously,
They would do literally anything.
I actually find these nice gestures as adorable. Very adorable.
Even if you’re my best guy friend or whatever, that still are sweet to do J
The day of the wedding. It started with me, waking up early in the morning like yesterday. The thing that differs is just that last night, i slept on the floor. Yeah. Two nights ago I slept on a very comfy wedding bed, and last night i slept on the floor. Pretty cool, huh? Fcuk it. Haha.
Last night, house was crowded. I mentioned it in yesterday’s entry , righto?
Okay. We cleaned up the house, preparing any other stuff that were unprepared yet. Until Mak and Abah started to question the whole house, ‘Mana bunga mangga???’
OMG. The wedding is gonna start in few hours, yet we all just realized that we forgot to prepare the Bunga Mangga! Satu apa barang pun takda untuk buat bunga mangga tu. Then Long kata,’Sapa-sapa pegi Tampin sekarang, beli yang dah siap.’
So it ended up me, Erra and Boboy heading to Tampin. And guess what, tiga-tiga belum mandi. Haha. We found all the stuff we needed to buy, and went home.
When we reached home, the press are already there. i have no idea there will be so many press at the house. But,, whatever.
I finished some work, pegi mandi and siap-siap. No make up on. What for, right? Nanti kena jemur panas jugak.
Baru je nak keluar bilik, dah dengar Bob jerit, panggil buat kerja. Ok ok. Im going laa ni. Haiya. Haha.
My job : kasi souvenir kat guest. And that wasn’t sooo simple. Tak menang tangan, sumpah. Haha.
At 1230pm, my friends from UiTM sampai. Sophia, Ijad, Aleng and Koyat. They drove all the way from UiTM to the wedding. Occasionally for two reasons ; to eat and to take me home. LOl
Not long after that, we decided to go home. Not home, actually. We’ve got plans to do. Haha. I went hugging and meeting everyone for the last night time and asking to leave the wedding.
Then we hit the road to Gunung Dato’ Waterfall. Pretty hard to find the way there but we actually reach it. Unfortunately, the place wasn’t interesting, so we decided to go to another place.
We chose to go to the beach. As there are sooo many beaches at our place, we chose to go to Pengkalan balak. Aleng said that the beach is pretty. And he’s quite true though. There were quite many people at the beach, but who cares kann. Haha. We changed and started to enjoy.
It was fun. We spent like hours before deciding to leave the beach. We then headed to the city. First, Melaka Central, and then, JUSCO.
JUSCO? It wasn’t a part of our plan pun, but who caress kannn? Haha.
Jalan- jalan, karaoke and makan. Then balik.
Ahh, tired already. What a long, long day, aite? So many things were done in a single freaking day.
Ta Ta For Now J
