Friends : Lately you jarang pakai your spectacles. Why Tra?
Me : Saja. *smiling*
Well, there's a reason actually :)
My eyes are the reason why I fall for him at the first place.
I don't want it to happen twice.
Because I don't want to fall for anyone again.
I don't wanna replace him in my heart.
I want to keep him safe and secure in it.
Although I totally understand that we coudn't be together anymore.
Tapi dia selalu cakap , " Kalau ada jodoh, ada lah "
So yeah, if we're meant to be together, InsyaAllah it will happen one day.
But for now, I've made my decision.
Made up my mind.
I've closed my heart.
I won't open it for anyone else. For now.
I've locked him and our memories being together in it.
Till I found someone who can really heal this deep wound in my heart, I'll lock it.
I'll lock my heart tightly and threw the key to some where only I know.
Cause for now, I want to love only him.
MSMY.
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